Crying heart

I don't know who I complained to and talked about this life, as if all the luck and fortune had started to move away from my life.I am currently living meaningless, I can't be responsible as the head of the household. I can't make money anymore and haven't been able to get a job for a long time. I don't know where to start, because life all needs money and food , while I can not generate it.I'm sorry father, because I couldn't be your successor as you wanted, I made you disappointed and cried there. can surrender and cry over my life, which has no meaning. Only my daughter's face still makes me smile, even though it's just so she doesn't see how broken my life is and cry. This 2 year old woman doesn't know anything, she just wants to always see her father and mother smile and always play with her . he doesn't know and doesn't know if his father is not what he wants. O God, please help your servant, open the door of sustenance and give me a decent job.